WOW- what a week

Hello February!

It's been a little cold here..... Not exactly a winter wonderland full of fluffy flakes either....just plain cold.

Jeremy is feeling much better these days. It's nice to have him back at 100%. I'll tell ya, I don't know what I would do without him. My job keeps me terribly busy.

I am still not eating right. It pisses me off that I can't snap into it like I did before. I try I fail, I try again, I fail again. I need to get this under control...and fast.

I read another Blog from a very inspiring lady-- Sandi-- and she is doing a fantastic job right on plan. I admire her. I wish I could have the will to get on board right now. I will tell you that reading her most recent post (the hump day post) was really uplifting and made me start to think about what I need to do here. I forget sometimes, that I am still in a battle with food. I don't want to be in the battle, but I am and right now, that's just how it is.

I need to buy some new work clothes. Not because I've gained weight (thankfully) but because the some I have are getting old. Zippers not closing properly, hems tearing out, seams starting to frazzle, sweaters piling. Just plain ole worn out clothing. I need a pick me up anyway. However, I would not like to buy new clothes in my size and in all honesty, that is why my current "garb" is kinda worn, I have just refused thinking that I would lose weight by now, but I haven't and I need the clothes so I will buy them.

In other news, Carson has been very hyper lately! He's climbing on everything, running through the house, and learned to tell mommy NO! That's a joy!

Works been no less than extremely chaotic! It's good, It's bad, It's tiring!

I guess that's it for now. I'm going to keep on keepin' on.